I am sorry. So very, very sorry.
i want to
not have lived
no
i want to not have lived the last 3 months
i want to scream
i want to kick and fight and claw and scream and scream and fuck and tear and
tuesday
coffee some kind of pastry
most of a burger & fires
2 vodka colllins
spanish coffee
wednesday
coffee
some kind of pastry
apples&pumpkin dip
tea
today
coffee
2 pieces of toast w/jam&butter
And I'm not hungry. At all. Nothing sounds good.
nothing
nothing
this is whay they call it the break-up diet, i guess.
Ah. I CAN'T BE ALONE right now.
I want to try through the viewfinder.
This is pretty.
